Howdy.

It has been a Hectic week so far. First was the meeting with my manager and 2 other colleagues. Then subsequently, I had to plan my school timetable (pain in the a**), take APEC uniform measurement at ubi (ubi? wtf right?),  pay my school fees (SIM, UOL registration fees), finish editing ISAS’s database (finishing soon yey! hopefully they wont ask me to change so many things anymore!), gasp at the APEC deployment schedule, and get ready for the busy weekend- Friday: Johor with ham2’s family, Saturday: Birthday meetup (yey!!), Sunday: Ham2 wants to meet my parents (hopefully he remembers his plan)

Sigh.

And another busy week next week. 16th: APEC Training at Temasek Poly (!@@#$$%^!!!!), 20th: Hari Raya and ermmm 53rd months-versary and HAVE TO GET READY FOR SCHOOL! which starts on the 22nd!

Thats why we have friends.

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day – those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.
- Grey’s Anatomy

When u fall in love n think it’ll be forever.

“Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.” — Unknown

Favourite people on tv

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Robsten!

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HAHAHAHAHA! <3

24 Interludes of Life

1. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.

2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.

3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.

4. May you have…Enough happiness to make you sweet Enough trials to make you strong Enough sorrow to keep you human Enough hope to make you happy And enough money to keep you comfortable.

5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often took so long at the closed door, that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.

6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you’ve had.

7. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

8. Always put yourself in other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle a strife; A cruel word may wreck a life A timely word may level stress A lovely word may heal and bless.

10. The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

11. The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.

12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

14. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

15. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and find out you still care for that person.

16. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

17. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

18. Love comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they’ve been betrayed, need to love those who still love, even though they’ve been hurt before.

19. It hurts to love someone, and not to be loved in return but what is most painful is to love someone and never finds the courage to let the person know how you feel.

20. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

21. Never say goodbye when you still want to try; Never give up when you still feel you can take it; Never say you don’t love that person anymore when you can’t let go.

22. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back. Don’t expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours.

23. There are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don’t be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

24. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you’re smiling and everyone around you is crying.

bedroom decor

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ideas. to remind me of what i want in the future. n of course im bored n sleepy at work cant wait for lunch!

and as our life change..

us

4 years ago around this time, he just started school. Now look who has graduated!

This is for you bee, congratulations on making it through 4 years of hell and fury,  I’ll always be wishing you the best,  hope you’ll get a more stable job soon (LTA PLS CONTACT MY BEE, HE’S SMART, HARDWORKING, VERY DETERMINED & HE DOES NOT GIVE UP EASILY). I’m very proud of you.

Here’s to our future, I cant wait.

Probably.

thinking of moving to tumblr.

because i feel like screaming.

i think i’m like Bella, i feel like crying when im angry. i dont talk, i cry, when i talk, i talk nonsense n then hambril will think im crazy. i think i’ve lost my mind, or maybe the ability to feel appropriately. u know what i mean? i miss my friends, i miss the girls, i wish they’re here, bcuz whenever i meet them, i feel so happy, i can do silly things n they’ll still love me, i can talk n bitch about anything or anyone i want, n they’ll still love me, n i want that. i dont want this. i hate this. this affects me; i want to go away, i want to go away n erase everything n start all over again. i want to forget this year. i want someone to hit my head n help me forget all the things that happened this year. because this year had been one of the worst years of my life. worst-est.

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